The 2am thread

The 2am thread
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Just woke up a ten ish minutes ago,,,,, Don't even know why. orz
Also i said 2 meself if i posted here, it had to be the poem written 4 english but typed from memory in a sleep deprived manner
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an ode 2 two am

the sky, is really hecking dark
also its really cold
the stars twinkling with love
as the sky looks down from above

the moon keeps me company as i tire
i honestly forgot this line
cause of electric wire, which is meant to be computers but it sounds weird,
sleep is calling me but its not dire.
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cont.

something something,
and pop! as the moment begins to cease,
.....something, something
as the sky chimes

umumumumumum
i kinda forgot and mot rlly trying to remeber now,
But the verse was saying the
persona would still be awake
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its actually kinda cold here hmmmmmmmmmM.
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the actual poem,that was written in a not that sleep deprived manner

Ode to 2 AM

The sky of morn keeps watch from up above
Watching the cold wind blows with all their night
I watch as the stars glow brightly with love-
I sigh in delight to a calming sight

The moon keeps me company as I tire
With the music of silence fills the air
Though my mind is filled with electric wire
The calling of sleep fails to keep me there

The world remains in a state of such peace
As if the moment was frozen in time
And pop! When the moment begins to cease
I listen to the sky as it starts to chime


With the hour drawing to sad close
the peace of undisturbed silence ended
The morn is far too bright for me to doze
So the day continues, like time was lended
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proud of it but im too tired to do so

ok night again
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me right now
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i noticed what time it is so here i am. i'm up for the night at this point though. see you all later in the 6am thread.
fyck phytybyckyt
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(10-31-2017, 02:22 AM)Ixcaliber Wrote: »i noticed what time it is so here i am. i'm up for the night at this point though. see you all later in the 6am thread.

don't do it ix
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I was going to post in here at 2 but got distracted making sure the granola i was baking didnt burn

Im so tired im in physical pain but my mind wont shut up

Ive wanted to punch a wall all day
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I made the granola with my jar of fire honey (its infused with chilies) and its a lil weird but pretty good
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i'm coughing so often that i can't sleep


it's a lot of fun
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I read the "Things, and no context" topic as "Things, and context and thought" Why.
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its been bad for sol
I wanna be a real friend, Don't wanna break when I bend
I wanna a be no seeker, I wanna scream eureka
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im scared so absolutely and exhausted to an incredible degree and everything i want in life is still so far away
I wanna be a real friend, Don't wanna break when I bend
I wanna a be no seeker, I wanna scream eureka
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i want my name, i want my body, i want my life
I wanna be a real friend, Don't wanna break when I bend
I wanna a be no seeker, I wanna scream eureka
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I've been in a shit mood all day. I went to bed feeling depressed and bad and woke up early to Ren telling me the washing machine popped a hose and flooded the entire garage, which has box upon box of our stuff in it... They made themselves late for work dragging everything out to the back yard to dry and then left it and went. After that Mum came around to help me sort through stuff and move some things off of the grass where they were only going to get more wet. I was in a foul mood and just wanted to be left alone so it was a huge pain in the ass. We managed it (not sure how Ren moved all those boxes and the spare mattress out there alone? we struggled with both of us).

My support worker also cancelled on me today so i spent the day alone and angry. I feel like i'm being ignored by at least one person too and managed to construct an entire narrative/conversation in my head without actually talking to them thats just. Made me furious now and realise how long this stuff has been bothering me.... I'm not sure if i have a legit reason to be upset or if its just the depression? Anyway i don't want to upset them but also i'm pretty unhappy and i don't know how to even begin to approach that conversation. The worst part is that we've talked about it before and apparently that's just sailed over their head ugh

Oh also theres the usual we're poor; the hot water cylinder is throwing a fit and venting a ton of hot water out somehow while also supplying us with virtually none. I've been taking cold showers and our power bill this month was 150% of what it usually is, putting us into overdraft and meaning we have no money for anything! Cool i love it!

I'm very stressed out and i need a hug
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Give or take a month, this is my 4th year on the job hunt and it’s kinda startin’ get my goat.

e: 3 years, start of 4th, yeah yeah
sea had swallowed all. A lazy curtain of dust was wafting out to sea
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ahh fuck why did i sleep in so late last night
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at least it's been a while.
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HAHA I have the flu, and it turns out it gets a lot worse at night! Bright side, I am awake to make a cameo at the world-famous 2 AM thread.
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i desperately want and need my life to be able to move on but it is completely and absolutely out of my control and im so scared and afraid all the time...

i hope i can at least acclimatize to where i am rn quickly so that i can try to be at least a little creative... but it is so hard, motivating myself is so hard and dealing with my many issues is also hard and building up enough to try to do things is very hard and i wish i could get there...

i think im in a slightly better place to try but i dont know, i am very unsure about everything...
I wanna be a real friend, Don't wanna break when I bend
I wanna a be no seeker, I wanna scream eureka
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waking up at 2am after going to bed early hype
sea had swallowed all. A lazy curtain of dust was wafting out to sea
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