The 2am thread

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in the future, there is only GENDER WAR
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(11-26-2015, 07:23 AM)Wheat Wrote: »HI kieros sorry to hear about being conscripted into the gender wars, which are relentless and unforgiving.
Hey I never said it was the Gender Wars.
Yeah it's the Gender Wars.

Okay, like seriously, I'm probably going to put something in the LGBTQ thread here tomorrow (technically later today but who cares) but the 2am thread feels just right for the venting out into the void of people awake at ungodly hours.

So basically I got linked secondhand to things closeted transgirls think and I was like "yeah, that's me and that's me and that's me and... uh..." and now with keeping that in mind; like I'm looking back on all sorts of things over the past... forever and it's all just fitting perfectly and I'm just... GYAH

Long story short: I don't know where I am in life anymore, as opposed to just not knowing where I'm going.

Also, to anyone reading this who's out shopping for Black Friday: WHY????
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i cant really help anyone lol
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i want to play xenoblade chronicles x really bad but i already play xiv too much but i want to play both too much
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im gross and lazy and sickening
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im always so hungry and horny lmao
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Hey it's kinda late so i can post here

I feel sad for no reason. I guess going to school for like 4 months straight drained me extremely hard.
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So much socialization
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Its 2am and i'm feeling pretty darn gay

Trying to avoid it by playing fallout but there are too many ladies in suits wandering around my settlements and i can't deal
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Two nights in a row, I have been up at 2am and forgotten to post. WELL NO LONGER.

In four hours I will get my grades. I will have failed.

These are my last hours as an innocent soul.
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I should sleep. No rest for the wicked. I am repentant. I am broken. I am lost.
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I just... wish I hadn't failed so badly. Or at least had the foresight to pull the plug earlier, so that I didn't waste all my time on things I never finished. Maybe I should take a year out and work for a while; I don't... know.
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I'm really tired. Guess I should sleep on this.
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i've cast a shade of the CENTRAL STANDARD variety again.

agen sometimes your 'i came from a hardcore christian family and have retained the christian guilt complex' really shines through, like #186, or at least the language of it.

whatever you choose to do, keep in touch with the people and groups you've become a part of at uni, since it seems like they're your main support group. (I mean i doubt you're considering actually going back home, and for good reason)
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grades are for spades.

putting what you learn to practical use and internalizing it into your habitus in a way that lends toward positive self-actualization is the real 'degree.'
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also, the friends you make along the way. that too.
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seven more days!!!!!! thats all!!!!! its so little but its also so much
I wanna be a real friend, Don't wanna break when I bend
I wanna a be no seeker, I wanna scream eureka
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IT FINALLY HAPPENED IT'S FINALLY 2 AM I AM LEGALLY ALLOWED TO POST HERE

I finished my first semester. My grades were good. I don't feel anything in particular.
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I'm noticing I spend an inordinate amount of time wondering if I'm a failure
jury's still out on it tbh
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You're a pretty cool person, Sanzh. You're def not a failure in that respect, for what its worth
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I'm painting a whole bunch tonight? I have a lot of watercolour offcuts from that coming out comic which i still haven't finished so i'm painting in full colour on them instead of the usual monotone that i go for. Its been really nice? I think i've got a pretty bad grip on colour but these have come out pretty okay

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Anyway this morning i was feeling so bad that i was fully nonverbal, but i'm doing better now? I'm rly motivated to work on things and i kinda want to make myself some pasta, also. I am suposed to be going out for brunch with Ren tomorrow so i have to get up in a timely manner but idk, i'm awake enough to work on things now so i'm torn

I don't want to wake up to another depressive episode and waste it
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Its 2am again and i am at the tail end of my second bleeding nose of the hour


I'm so bored of them/they happen so frequently now that i don't even bother with tissues, just stand over the sink. And play the lets get each drip to fall into a different hole in the drain game
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it's really stormy out and it's nice :3
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I'm making my own birthday cake for the Funtime meetup tomorrow. One of the older guys got sassy with me and requested an onion cake, so i'm going to get fancy with some icing and a separate cake for him :v

This means i gotta make 3 cakes, because i'm making a separate vegan one for another friend. I also need to sleep at some point. Whoops?
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